Dear Tau,
I thought I may not have enough time to speak with you.
Though paper is more patient than man, but please listen to this.
I don’t want to fight with any of the people who have been
coming to tell you stories because of so many reasons but am sad because they
will eventually make you abandon me and join their side giving them what they
were looking for when all these issues started stirring up. I will be very sad
to quit at this stage because I have never been this honest with a woman. I
think you have made me be the man I am supposed to be because you inspired me
to greater heights that’s why I love you with every bit of my life. And to
this, I will always do even if you still exist or not.
Let me be realistic with you that I don’t hold any grudge
whatsoever against your sister. I beg to be forgiven if possible. Those that
feed her with the wrong information and how they provided it, are my main cause
of prayer for all the atrocities and torture afflicted on me. Wanting to
advance their self interests on you. Remember how you warned me about him (JM)
you told me mwachimvekele Tau kuti he could get on to me even I least expect him. See what is happening? Who knows he has not fed your sister with too much info
about me? He claims to have heard so much about me from people he did not
mention.
I have been thinking a lot since all these things started
brewing up. I have lived an honest life Tau. I never lied or made it a
secret to you about the situation of my life and we have always strived for the
truth in our relationship. With or without you, my issues were still going to
be sorted out. If this is all about sorting out my stuff. things are gonna get
better and all issues people are talking about will be sorted out not because
of you but because they were bound to be sorted out anyway. In every good
relationship, there is stuff that comes in to distract your attention from the
love. Any genuine love will be tasted and the stronger/deeper the love is, the
stronger the temptation or distraction is gonna be. Be strong bae, please be
strong if not for me then for love.
I find it very unfair to be going through this not because
we (you and me) have wronged each other, but because people have come in to
make sure that we part ways. Are you sure we should get punished for peoples
talk? The reason why this is disturbing us both is because we are both in love
with each other. But be very careful with society though. Sometimes it can
force us make decisions not because we wanted to but because we want to
buy our peace/freedom.
When trust is lost in a relationship, then all is lost. I
still have trust and belief in you kuti you are going to judge and understand
me from the simple truth and openness I have been to you. I don’t know who to
trust now apart from you. You are the only person who I strongly believe I
should give my trust because in all this, you have not let me down not a single
time. I might have my mistakes in life, but I beg not to be condemned and
thrown to the Lions. I ought to be understood and corrected. Let us be
together.
I will be going into hibernation and total low profile with
my 100% love for you, just to pave enough space for you to make hefty progress
in healing from all this. I will leave it to you that when you feel like
talking to me again, you can call me. I will bear the pain Tau, I will bear the pain.
You will remain my love of all time.
Sent: Friday 22 February 2013
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